If you have not already found it, find your key – that spiritual quality that you can regard as your specialty. It might be Peace, Joy, Purity, Love, Silence, Empathy etc. It is something that you can really feel as opposed to being a charachteristic like loyalty, commitment, being dependable, a good listener etc. Experiencing your key in meditation or during the day will bring you to your Self and open the door for your Higher Self to shine through.
If it is a key, it is a key to unlock the door to your Heart … to your You … to You … to I … I AM.
I AM, Silence
Joseph